RE: SILLY OLD MAN?
avtarjeet dhanjal <avtarjeet@hotmail.com wrote:
Sent: 04 December 2007 17:58:30
This is the first access to the internet;
having so many concerned &
encouraging emails from friends;
It has to be a quick simple message;
especially when your body tells you,
you may have just few ounces of more energy
than mere survival.
Yesterday midmorning
I was given the luxury
to be brought out to witness
that world still exists.
Bright sun light came out
at the right moment
to welcome me back to this world;
and at least to share few word with you.
When I was told last Monday
I had two hours
to submit myself
to the best judgment of the surgeon.
I signed the agreement form
without reading through it;
and spent the next two hours
pondering over my life journey
and the people
who had shared some moments with me.
Feeling were of man
that you see in films
on death row.
I always wondered
what this man would be thinking
in the last few few hours/days of his life.
Second question of our death
we always postpone to face it directly,
hoping not facing will
make it go away.
My friends
until three weeks ago;
I also did not face it directly,
and believed in my ever young
body and state of mind.
This time
there were ifs and buts,
I had only two hours,
to thank everyone who was kind to me
and ask for forgiveness,
who I had hurt
in my careless moments in life.
My friends
I can feel the
signal of my waning energy
my body needs
a little nap
to recoup little more energy,
to share few more line.
PART 2
Forgiving the few
who did not understand me
that was easy;
as I hardly carry a grudge overnight.
That way
I always slept well.
Second part was
to say my thanks to those
who opened their hearts and homes,
in so many countries,
when I hardly knew them.
Finding the right words
was the difficult thing.
so I used bowing my head,
a simple gesture stands for
what one can say in many words.
SORRY friends
my energy is waning.
hopefully more tomorrow,
if I wake up to see another day.
Best wishes
Avtarjeet Dhanjal
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Date: Wed, 5 Dec 2007 12:20:49 -0800
From: euman_2000@yahoo.com
Subject: RE: SILLY OLD MAN
To: avtarjeet@hotmail.com
Dearest Avtarjeet
Shall I say thanks God that you are alive, shall I
scream because that you are still with us, I did not
believe when your son told me about that operation,
what has happened to the world, what has happened to
me, you never imagine how you dear to me, I could not
imprison my tears I know that you are strong and you
fight with devil all the time.
I would not write to you more because I want to hear
your voice, is it possible to call you tomorrow
morning? are you OK now Dear Avtarjeet?
Me and moustafa are very worry about you and we shall
come to England to see you as soon as possible.
Yours
Amir
Amir khatib
Chairperson of EU-MAN
P.O.Box:523
00101 Helsinki
Tel: + 358 (0) 40 554 6896
www.eu-man.org/amir
Email: euman_2000@yahoo.com
http://www.alnoor.se/author.asp?id=298
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